So glad you're feeling like writing. Fandom is such a blessing (in the, you know, non-religious sense). Also enjoying your, or rather Shen Wei's, medium-level angst.

(Also, you're on Twitter much more than me so I'm sure you've seen this already, but for some light comfort have Zhu Yilong making the most adorable scrunchy face (I'm gonna screw up the html again so here's the link as is) https://twitter.com/bowlerrootx/status/1261574979034001408/photo/3 .