Ooohh I so sympathize with your coffee woes. I don't have the specific kind of sensitivity you seem to, but I can't have caffeine. So I haven't had coffee, decaf, or black tea in 1.5 years and every day it is painful. I'm not addicted to caffeine anymore, so I don't crave it in that way, but I am still sad about the taste and the experience, how comforting it is :(

I drink mint tea and fresh ginger tea these days, but ... yeah :(

I still make coffee for others though, and when I smell it, it brings TEARS to my eyes. akldfja;dlfkj