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clevermanka) wrote2020-04-03 09:26 am
clevermanka) wrote2020-04-03 09:26 am
Ghost Story--complete!
Guardian/adjacent:
I don't know the meme? or whatever this is referencing, but I am here for the tuxedo!husbands manip.
The way they look at each other even with the crew hanging out in the background.
As if the visuals weren't enough in Bai Yu's latest studio-released video...
Help help what is happening.
Kunlun close up. So close. Close enough you can see the variations of color in the dip of his upper lip and I am now on the verge of tears, possibly death. VIEW THE FULL SIZE ON A COMPUTER MONITOR.
Untamed/adjacent:
New promo photos of my baby boy.
Outsiders AU yes please.
Posted the last chapter of Ghost Story today. It's done, y'all. Done! I'm so proud and so sad. I think I wrote a really good story with strong characters and a rewarding plot. For my first long fic it is Definitely Not Bad.
Finally letting go of it is a little bittersweet. Especially since I admitted to myself that I gotta take a break on Deconstruction. I'm just not in a space where I can stretch my writing abilities at the moment. It sucks, but I just gotta fall back on what I do well (porn) and not beat myself up over the fact that I'm not (yet) up for writing the /comfort part of hurt/comfort. So Deconstruction is getting put on hold for a little while *sob!* until I'm in a place where I can challenge myself.
The final nail in my psyche's coffin was confirmation that the herbalism apprenticeship program for 2020 is canceled. I already told Herb Boss Lady that I want in for 2021. Please cross your fingers for me that it happens.
In the meantime, I'm gonna direct my focus a little more seriously toward other things (tarot, Spanish, art) and I'll keep writing short pieces. Please send me links to any bunny farms I might have missed. I'll be on the hunt for things that speak to my muse.
I don't know the meme? or whatever this is referencing, but I am here for the tuxedo!husbands manip.
The way they look at each other even with the crew hanging out in the background.
As if the visuals weren't enough in Bai Yu's latest studio-released video...
Help help what is happening.
Kunlun close up. So close. Close enough you can see the variations of color in the dip of his upper lip and I am now on the verge of tears, possibly death. VIEW THE FULL SIZE ON A COMPUTER MONITOR.
Untamed/adjacent:
New promo photos of my baby boy.
Outsiders AU yes please.
Posted the last chapter of Ghost Story today. It's done, y'all. Done! I'm so proud and so sad. I think I wrote a really good story with strong characters and a rewarding plot. For my first long fic it is Definitely Not Bad.
Finally letting go of it is a little bittersweet. Especially since I admitted to myself that I gotta take a break on Deconstruction. I'm just not in a space where I can stretch my writing abilities at the moment. It sucks, but I just gotta fall back on what I do well (porn) and not beat myself up over the fact that I'm not (yet) up for writing the /comfort part of hurt/comfort. So Deconstruction is getting put on hold for a little while *sob!* until I'm in a place where I can challenge myself.
The final nail in my psyche's coffin was confirmation that the herbalism apprenticeship program for 2020 is canceled. I already told Herb Boss Lady that I want in for 2021. Please cross your fingers for me that it happens.
In the meantime, I'm gonna direct my focus a little more seriously toward other things (tarot, Spanish, art) and I'll keep writing short pieces. Please send me links to any bunny farms I might have missed. I'll be on the hunt for things that speak to my muse.