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clevermanka) wrote2020-06-15 08:36 am
clevermanka) wrote2020-06-15 08:36 am
Monday, Monday
Guardian/adjacent:
2Luo eyebrow raises.
Even with short hair he's the most beautiful man in the world.
Fanart: Hug. (maybe?) 2Luo Chibi. I'm so sad we might not ever see the finished version but this is still very nice. Cast fanart. Long hair Prof. Shen. Anniversary ensemble art! Gorgeous cheek kiss. LOL at this Kate Beaton inspired pose. Summertime chibis.
Guardian in John Mulaney quotes.
In addition to sending me lovely Twitter links,naye put together an incredible resource for educating yourself on racism and racism in fandom. It might look overwhelming, but we all need to do the work. Please go check it out. I'll be working through the ones I haven't yet read over the next week or so.
Even though I'm still struggling with massive sad all the time, I'm dipping back into Twitter. I feel like the small contact with fandom friends is worth it for now. Gonna limit my time on it since I'm highly prioritizing writing, but it's nice. I also want to start reading fic again??? Geez, I haven't even touched anything from the 5/20 exchange, I don't think. Between Deconstruction and the Other Project, I'm putting 8 hours a day into writing on good days, 3 or 4 hours on bad days.
Yesterday was a bad day, unfortunately (with a two hour nap, lord) and the two bad days in a row is kind of a drag. Might be going for three in a row, hard to tell. I'm very tired but the crushing physical fatigue hasn't (yet?) set in. We'll see.
Woke this morning from a long dream (the kind that continues after waking to pee at 4am) where a friend and I were trying to hook up but kept getting thwarted because another friend of ours refused to go to bed (and leave us alone). Friend-with-sex-intentions didn't want other friend to know we were banging (understandably for Dream Reasons) so it was this painful parade of longing glances and glancing touches between us. When I woke up, my lips ached for how much they miss kissing.
In less Emo News, we finished watching the (currently released) John Wick movies and I have Feelings about them and how they are actually a gorgeously violent Urban Fantasy with some of the best portrayals of Fae and Fae rules I've seen in media since probably Nomads (an amazing movie with Pierce Brosnan that got no love when it came out in the late 80s). If anyone wants to talk about that with me, let me know and I'll write up a post about it.
2Luo eyebrow raises.
Even with short hair he's the most beautiful man in the world.
Fanart: Hug. (maybe?) 2Luo Chibi. I'm so sad we might not ever see the finished version but this is still very nice. Cast fanart. Long hair Prof. Shen. Anniversary ensemble art! Gorgeous cheek kiss. LOL at this Kate Beaton inspired pose. Summertime chibis.
Guardian in John Mulaney quotes.
In addition to sending me lovely Twitter links,
naye put together an incredible resource for educating yourself on racism and racism in fandom. It might look overwhelming, but we all need to do the work. Please go check it out. I'll be working through the ones I haven't yet read over the next week or so. Even though I'm still struggling with massive sad all the time, I'm dipping back into Twitter. I feel like the small contact with fandom friends is worth it for now. Gonna limit my time on it since I'm highly prioritizing writing, but it's nice. I also want to start reading fic again??? Geez, I haven't even touched anything from the 5/20 exchange, I don't think. Between Deconstruction and the Other Project, I'm putting 8 hours a day into writing on good days, 3 or 4 hours on bad days.
Yesterday was a bad day, unfortunately (with a two hour nap, lord) and the two bad days in a row is kind of a drag. Might be going for three in a row, hard to tell. I'm very tired but the crushing physical fatigue hasn't (yet?) set in. We'll see.
Woke this morning from a long dream (the kind that continues after waking to pee at 4am) where a friend and I were trying to hook up but kept getting thwarted because another friend of ours refused to go to bed (and leave us alone). Friend-with-sex-intentions didn't want other friend to know we were banging (understandably for Dream Reasons) so it was this painful parade of longing glances and glancing touches between us. When I woke up, my lips ached for how much they miss kissing.
In less Emo News, we finished watching the (currently released) John Wick movies and I have Feelings about them and how they are actually a gorgeously violent Urban Fantasy with some of the best portrayals of Fae and Fae rules I've seen in media since probably Nomads (an amazing movie with Pierce Brosnan that got no love when it came out in the late 80s). If anyone wants to talk about that with me, let me know and I'll write up a post about it.