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clevermanka) wrote2005-11-02 10:55 am
clevermanka) wrote2005-11-02 10:55 am
Itchy
I'm feeling antsy today. Very restless. A couple friends posted today about Big Questions in their lives. What are they doing? Why? Should they be doing something else? What? One friend is coming to a turning point in her life regarding long term plans for family, career, etc. Another friend is looking at ideas of religion and spirituality.
Now, I'm not a terribly deep person. I don't ponder the mysteries of life. I don't even think about the future much. I'm the person who, when asked "What do you want to be doing in five years" shrugs and says "I dunno...having a good time?" Someone doing a reading of my palm said it perfectly, I think: "Your sense of beauty and appreciation of the world is very physical, and tied into a mysticism so deeply felt that it's instinctive. You don't think about what you believe; you consult your mysterious inner workings, get an answer, and move forward." So yeah. Not a philosopher, me.
I know one thing for sure, though. There are things I want to do and right now I'm not doing them. That frustrates me. I need to start moving, creating, cooking, and doing again. Enough with the sloth. I don't want to hibernate this winter. The dark season is upon us. I need to start running or it will catch me and not let me go until spring. There are years when winter rest and peace are good things, but not this year, not for me.
Now, I'm not a terribly deep person. I don't ponder the mysteries of life. I don't even think about the future much. I'm the person who, when asked "What do you want to be doing in five years" shrugs and says "I dunno...having a good time?" Someone doing a reading of my palm said it perfectly, I think: "Your sense of beauty and appreciation of the world is very physical, and tied into a mysticism so deeply felt that it's instinctive. You don't think about what you believe; you consult your mysterious inner workings, get an answer, and move forward." So yeah. Not a philosopher, me.
I know one thing for sure, though. There are things I want to do and right now I'm not doing them. That frustrates me. I need to start moving, creating, cooking, and doing again. Enough with the sloth. I don't want to hibernate this winter. The dark season is upon us. I need to start running or it will catch me and not let me go until spring. There are years when winter rest and peace are good things, but not this year, not for me.