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clevermanka ([personal profile] clevermanka) wrote2009-05-28 11:07 am

Obession

The squirrels are running around in Wescoe's ceilings again.

Tuesday I didn't eat nearly enough food, and I thought I was going to keel over and die of starvation yesterday--a light food day.

I'd forgotten how difficult it is to get over 1,500 calories when all I'm eating is meat meat and more meat. Oh, and a green leafy salad. For example, this morning I made myself two scrambled eggs (in bacon grease!) and I was uncomfortably full. From being a chubby kid, I have an ingrained dislike/avoidance of snacking, and as an adult who has always had to carefully monitor my weight, I've trained myself against eating past the point of feeling satisfied. So yeah. This is going to take some adjustment. [livejournal.com profile] mckitterick groans every time I bring up the subject of food. He says I'm obsessing. Which I am, but how can I not? Until I figure out what's wrong with me and/or get my system cleared out of whatever it is that's made me feel like ass for six months, I'm going to obsess.

Apparently I'm more obsessed than even [livejournal.com profile] mckitterick realized, because I can't think of a single other topic for this post. So. Ciao.

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