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clevermanka) wrote2019-05-01 11:12 am
clevermanka) wrote2019-05-01 11:12 am
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Wednesday Update
Thirteen more days in my office before Departure Time. I'm taking a day off next week and then three days mid-May to visit my parents so I can use the vacation time I won't be reimbursed for.
My appetite is still near-zero. If it had started (or worsened) after the layoff news I'd be concerned but as it is it's just kinda...convenient? I'm still eating regularly, three meals a day, but it's weird to not be consumed (ha) with thoughts of food 90% of the time. No cravings, either. I was going to make some consolation cookies over the weekend but wasn't sufficiently motivated to make them even though I had plenty of energy. WEIRD. Maybe my gut biome is finally achieving some equilibrium?
I feel like a lot of my life is one big emoji shrug right now and I'm so incredibly grateful that I'm in a position where I'm not freaking the fuck out about that.
My dudemckitterick is watching Guardian with me and enjoying it! This is a personal win that I can't articulate. It's so amazing to watch this with someone in person who likes the show itself and understands why it's so overwhelmingly My Thing. We're on episode 27. I also might've roped in another one of my graduate students (who just finished her MFA so might have time to watch it now).
My appetite is still near-zero. If it had started (or worsened) after the layoff news I'd be concerned but as it is it's just kinda...convenient? I'm still eating regularly, three meals a day, but it's weird to not be consumed (ha) with thoughts of food 90% of the time. No cravings, either. I was going to make some consolation cookies over the weekend but wasn't sufficiently motivated to make them even though I had plenty of energy. WEIRD. Maybe my gut biome is finally achieving some equilibrium?
I feel like a lot of my life is one big emoji shrug right now and I'm so incredibly grateful that I'm in a position where I'm not freaking the fuck out about that.
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mckitterick is watching Guardian with me and enjoying it! This is a personal win that I can't articulate. It's so amazing to watch this with someone in person who likes the show itself and understands why it's so overwhelmingly My Thing. We're on episode 27. I also might've roped in another one of my graduate students (who just finished her MFA so might have time to watch it now).
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And yay, getting your partner into Guardian must be so much fun for a rewatch!!
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We're going to re-watch again when