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clevermanka) wrote2020-04-17 10:21 am
clevermanka) wrote2020-04-17 10:21 am
Dragging
Guardian/adjacent:
A gif of more new bts stuff.
Fanart: domestic bliss on the couch. April babies (can't wait to see the finished version). Luo Fei (?) with pipe.
Bai Yu is done with these photoshoots.
Untamed/adjacent:
Lan Qiren wearing a shirt that says PERVERT.
Lan brothers thoughts.
GQ China out here writing AU RPF.
Another not-great day, damn it. Woke at 1a with grisly stress dreams and didn't fall back asleep until nearly 6a. When I woke again at 7:30a, my teeth ached from clenching them (thankfully I wear a bite guard). Finally crawled out of bed at 9:40 because I had to pee and the cat was clamoring for breakfast.
I've been fighting waves of anxiety for three days but they're now a constant low tide. I need to find some alternate coping mechanisms bc the usual ones are no longer working or are unavailable to me. Gonna spend a lot of today off the computer bc being in front of it (whether creating or consuming) kept sending me into a stress spiral yesterday. I didn't have blue moods of this intensity when I had periods. Really done with the constant barrage of strong negative emotions.
This shit is a drag.
A gif of more new bts stuff.
Fanart: domestic bliss on the couch. April babies (can't wait to see the finished version). Luo Fei (?) with pipe.
Bai Yu is done with these photoshoots.
Untamed/adjacent:
Lan Qiren wearing a shirt that says PERVERT.
Lan brothers thoughts.
GQ China out here writing AU RPF.
Another not-great day, damn it. Woke at 1a with grisly stress dreams and didn't fall back asleep until nearly 6a. When I woke again at 7:30a, my teeth ached from clenching them (thankfully I wear a bite guard). Finally crawled out of bed at 9:40 because I had to pee and the cat was clamoring for breakfast.
I've been fighting waves of anxiety for three days but they're now a constant low tide. I need to find some alternate coping mechanisms bc the usual ones are no longer working or are unavailable to me. Gonna spend a lot of today off the computer bc being in front of it (whether creating or consuming) kept sending me into a stress spiral yesterday. I didn't have blue moods of this intensity when I had periods. Really done with the constant barrage of strong negative emotions.
This shit is a drag.