Dragging

[clevermanka]

Guardian/adjacent:
A gif of more new bts stuff.
Fanart: domestic bliss on the couch. April babies (can't wait to see the finished version). Luo Fei (?) with pipe.
Bai Yu is done with these photoshoots.

Untamed/adjacent:
Lan Qiren wearing a shirt that says PERVERT.
Lan brothers thoughts.
GQ China out here writing AU RPF.

Another not-great day, damn it. Woke at 1a with grisly stress dreams and didn't fall back asleep until nearly 6a. When I woke again at 7:30a, my teeth ached from clenching them (thankfully I wear a bite guard). Finally crawled out of bed at 9:40 because I had to pee and the cat was clamoring for breakfast.

I've been fighting waves of anxiety for three days but they're now a constant low tide. I need to find some alternate coping mechanisms bc the usual ones are no longer working or are unavailable to me. Gonna spend a lot of today off the computer bc being in front of it (whether creating or consuming) kept sending me into a stress spiral yesterday. I didn't have blue moods of this intensity when I had periods. Really done with the constant barrage of strong negative emotions.

This shit is a drag.

Comments

[seascribble]

Big fucking drag. *hug* Hang in there.

[clevermanka]

Thanks, bb.

[trobadora]

*HUGS*

[clevermanka]

*THANKS*

[jo_lasalle]

The PERVERT shirt completely blows my mind. HELP! WHAT IS HAPPENING.

Sorry for both moods and insomnia, BOO!

[clevermanka]

NGL I want that PERVERT shirt, hard.

[winter_blossom]

April babies

I saw this and let out an inhuman screech XD Cuteness overload is real. And the SW and ZYL chibis reaching out to touch hands! <3 <3 <3 (I'm tempted to follow that artist just so I won't miss out on the finished version.)

So sorry to hear about the blue moods! *Sends virtual hugs* (I actually felt a bit of that myself today morning cos I woke up thinking, "Ooh, it's Friday, so there'll be a new chapter of... Hang on, wait, Ghost Story's over already!" >_<)

[clevermanka]

You know, I hadn't thought about it, but maybe part of my fugue state is due to disengaging from Ghost Story (and not putting something new up yet). NGL, it's nice to know somebody else out there misses it, too!

If I catch the finished version of that art (the Weilan reaching for each other! 💔❤!), I'll for sure post a link.

[forestofglory]

*tea and support*

[clevermanka]

Thank you, bb.

[goss]

How is Lan Qiren more Fangirl than we are? XD

*<333 you*

[clevermanka]

I love that he's such a goofball. ACTING, MAN.

❤ back atcha

[nnozomi]

got nothing but hugs, but sending many of those if wanted.

[clevermanka]

It helps knowing that people care ❤

[brandywine28]

I hope your day offline was rejuvenating! Take a second one if you need to! Hell, take three! The internet'll still be here when you get back (...unfortunately?).

[clevermanka]

The vast majority of my friends live on the internet, so I hope it doesn't go anywhere! I got a good night's sleep so I'm feeling MUCH better, thank you.