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clevermanka) wrote2020-09-26 10:44 am
clevermanka) wrote2020-09-26 10:44 am
Saturday
Guardian/adjacent
Can't believe bts shot isn't a manip.
Oh god my feels. MY FEELS. (spoilers for To Dear Myself I guess?)
How many times did I thank Madame Figaro this week?
College AU visual inspiration.
Arranged Marriage AU (this might count as fanart)
Omg Z1Y, what even are you (awkward moment preserved in gif format)
Fanart: Pretty Yunlan. Forehead touch. Innocent Professor.
Just a heads-up (not an apology because I am doing my best 😅) to those I promised cards. I sent a few, but then fell into an emotional pit. I hope to get back to those soon. 🤞
I'm grappling with the fact that I kinda expected to do better than this when the apocalypse arrived. I spent my entire Cold War childhood psychologically preparing for this (whether I realized it then or not). But now that it has arrived, I can barely keep myself alive. On the one hand, I've kind of been through it the past few years (mounting health problems, then last year losing my job as well as my long-term relationship, and now everything 2020's bringing) but on the other hand I want to slap myself around like Edna Mode would. Pull! Yourself! Together!
I just... can't seem to? Pull myself together, that is. I need a change, but I'm afraid to put too much hope in the job possibility. I'm certainly not putting any hope in the election (although I am so incredibly grateful for those who can and do--thank you thank you WE NEED YOU). Right now I'm keeping myself alive and that's gotta do for now I guess. Thank you all so much for helping with that. There are days when literally the only thing keeping me going is knowing I gotta post the next chapter of Deconstruction.
This fandom has literally saved my life. Bless you all.
Can't believe bts shot isn't a manip.
Oh god my feels. MY FEELS. (spoilers for To Dear Myself I guess?)
How many times did I thank Madame Figaro this week?
College AU visual inspiration.
Arranged Marriage AU (this might count as fanart)
Omg Z1Y, what even are you (awkward moment preserved in gif format)
Fanart: Pretty Yunlan. Forehead touch. Innocent Professor.
Just a heads-up (not an apology because I am doing my best 😅) to those I promised cards. I sent a few, but then fell into an emotional pit. I hope to get back to those soon. 🤞
I'm grappling with the fact that I kinda expected to do better than this when the apocalypse arrived. I spent my entire Cold War childhood psychologically preparing for this (whether I realized it then or not). But now that it has arrived, I can barely keep myself alive. On the one hand, I've kind of been through it the past few years (mounting health problems, then last year losing my job as well as my long-term relationship, and now everything 2020's bringing) but on the other hand I want to slap myself around like Edna Mode would. Pull! Yourself! Together!
I just... can't seem to? Pull myself together, that is. I need a change, but I'm afraid to put too much hope in the job possibility. I'm certainly not putting any hope in the election (although I am so incredibly grateful for those who can and do--thank you thank you WE NEED YOU). Right now I'm keeping myself alive and that's gotta do for now I guess. Thank you all so much for helping with that. There are days when literally the only thing keeping me going is knowing I gotta post the next chapter of Deconstruction.
This fandom has literally saved my life. Bless you all.