Well that explains it

[clevermanka]

Turns out yesterday's disinclination to write was just, uh... fatigue. 😂 This morning I happily settled in with tea and writing playlist and revised the heck out of the scene for an hour and a half. Because I didn't wind up forcing myself through it yesterday, I was able to add much heavier elements that I probably (definitely) wouldn't have thought of in my fatigued state.

Next time, when I have something that I genuinely want to do, any my resistance genuinely isn't due to not knowing what/how to do it, I'm just gonna lie the fuck down. Because it's not unlikely that my resistance is actually just Being Exhausted And Haven't Noticed Yet.

Sometimes those reminders that I actually do have A Chronic Illness really suck.

Comments

[oracne]

Victory is yours!

[clevermanka]

It was such an act of discipline to stop after my hour-long playlist started its third repeat. Gotta leave some juice in the tank for tomorrow tho.

[salamandras]

That's wonderful that today you were able to do what you wanted! I'm sorry you have to deal with both the fatigue and how it affects you in all sorts of non-fatigue ways (I hope that's not impossible to understand, I can't think of a better way to say it at the moment).

[clevermanka]

Totally understandable! And yeah, it's wild (and frustrating) how fatigue so sneakily affects everything

[minoanmiss]

Hooray!

[clevermanka]

\o/