It can be internal Hell or internal Twister to think of a place that you wanted to return to as "not there anymore".
Esp. bad if you have been promising a return to that location as a self-promised reward.

Yes on both counts.

Re: Greenhouse Restaurant-- =(

I think I'll make do with the nasty chemical stuff that Chris Evans sprays on everyone. I've found nothing works for me like Green Ban. I'm fucking crack for mosquitoes. They love me.