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clevermanka ([personal profile] clevermanka) wrote2009-06-18 09:37 am

Nodding

Another night of little sleep. What is the deal? There weren't even thunderstorms! I woke up around 2:00, got up at 2:20, and didn't feel tired enough to even try lying down until 4:15. The last time I remember seeing on the clock was 4:36. And it wasn't that wide-awakeness, either. It was that "what the fuck am I doing" grogginess. So I couldn't even be productive, although I did tidy up my shelf in the living room. And folded some laundry. And read a car magazine.

I had some sugar (stupid, stupid) while [livejournal.com profile] mckitterick and I watched a few episodes of the BBC production Walking With Dinosaurs before bed. I wonder if that had anything to do with me waking up after only four hours of sleep. Hmmm.

[livejournal.com profile] pamelonian mentioned not knowing what to do with her days during her summers off. It made me think about all the things I would love to get done this summer, and be able to do them full of pep and energy. Instead, I get not even half of them done--and they're usually the things I must do, like grocery shopping, cooking, laundry, etc. Not to mention they're done with little energy or enthusiasm. Because, you know. I can't sleep and I'm really bored with most of my food choices. Which explains but doesn't excuse the little sugar binge last night.

I'm in my third week of the antibiotic. I should see if Cipro can affect sleep cycles.

I've been half-assing the calorie restriction program. I need to get back on that in a stricter, by-the-book fashion. It's only three days a week that I can't eat the amounts of food I'd like. Three days. And I'm slipping in extra calories all the time. I mean come on. Really? Really? On the other hand, this dress is now too big. Way too big, but I'm wearing it today anyway because I didn't want to go back upstairs this morning to pick out something else. I guess I shouldn't be so focused on the calorie restriction thing when I know I don't have the time or energy to sew a new summer wardrobe. I hate wearing improperly fitted clothes.

God, don't you wish everyone had my problems? I mean, is anyone else still reading this crap? I wouldn't. Gah. Moving on. Please god, moving on.

My fingernails? Look awesome. I'll make sure to include them in today's Pic of the Day. So you, like, three masochists left still reading, look for it tomorrow!

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