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clevermanka) wrote2011-03-13 11:14 am
clevermanka) wrote2011-03-13 11:14 am
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Create or destroy
I don't know if I'll:
1. Do something creative in the crafty room today (journal entry, art card, or other crafty project)
or
2. Clean the house
It says a lot about my creative motivation that the two sound equally (un)appealing right now.
We have a work-related reception at the house at the end of the month, so I have to do a serious scrub-down then, too, and I'm uncertain I want to do another big clean so close on the heels of the other. Seems like wasted effort.
I have no idea what I want to do. I'm an adult, I could say fuck-it to everything and just go walk around downtown. But even that's not inspiring me enough to get off the couch.* It didn't help that I checked the weather forecast (to see if the weather would be amenable to wandering around downtown) and saw the rain-to-snow predicted for tonight.
Maybe I'll paint another water gun.** That would be nice and crafty while not making too much of a mess. Which (I just realized) is my main de-motivator from hauling out everything necessary for doing a visual journal entry.
*Metaphorical couch. I'm actually perched on the bar stool in front of my cutting table since that's where I do internet stuff now.
**These aren't my guns. Mine are less grungy steampunky-looking and more shiny Flash Gordon ray gun-looking, but I couldn't find any good pics of mine apart from these from the Orientalist costume.
1. Do something creative in the crafty room today (journal entry, art card, or other crafty project)
or
2. Clean the house
It says a lot about my creative motivation that the two sound equally (un)appealing right now.
We have a work-related reception at the house at the end of the month, so I have to do a serious scrub-down then, too, and I'm uncertain I want to do another big clean so close on the heels of the other. Seems like wasted effort.
I have no idea what I want to do. I'm an adult, I could say fuck-it to everything and just go walk around downtown. But even that's not inspiring me enough to get off the couch.* It didn't help that I checked the weather forecast (to see if the weather would be amenable to wandering around downtown) and saw the rain-to-snow predicted for tonight.
Maybe I'll paint another water gun.** That would be nice and crafty while not making too much of a mess. Which (I just realized) is my main de-motivator from hauling out everything necessary for doing a visual journal entry.
*Metaphorical couch. I'm actually perched on the bar stool in front of my cutting table since that's where I do internet stuff now.
**These aren't my guns. Mine are less grungy steampunky-looking and more shiny Flash Gordon ray gun-looking, but I couldn't find any good pics of mine apart from these from the Orientalist costume.