This is not my best day

[clevermanka]

I had a horrible, heartbreaking dream this morning where basically I was a terrible person behaving in repulsive ways to people I love. It was awful. I still feel gross and sticky about it.

I woke up hoping that it was still middle-of-the-night because it was so dark. Then I realized my eyes were still closed. When I opened them, the light coming in the window (and my clock) said it was almost 6:00 a.m. and I might as well get up.

Then I noticed that I was cramping kinda bad, so I'm trying to start my period, I guess. I had some crazy chills and a headache, too. I got ready for work, bundled up on the couch and shivered until I absolutely had to get up or be late for work.

One of the other secretaries called in sick, so it's a good thing I didn't cave and crawl back to bed. I'm exhausted (didn't get to bed until after 11:00 last night), and really looking forward to my nap this afternoon. Good god. It's not even ten o'clock yet?

Unless I am on death's doorstep (or feel unsafe to drive because of exhaustion), I still plan to attend tonight's Zumba class.

Rawr.

Update: Strike that rawr. I actually feel worse after my nap. The headache has spread to the back of my head and moved down to the left side of my face so my teeth on that side are a little tender. Bummer. If we weren't already down one secretary today, I would so be going home.

Comments

[redheadfae.livejournal.com]

Ugh, sorry your Monday started out so shitty.

*pat,pat*

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

Thank you for the pats. I need them right now.

[mckitterick.livejournal.com]

*pat*

*pat*

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

Thank you for the pats. I need a million dollars right now.

*looks hopeful*

[mckitterick.livejournal.com]

Sometimes, shopping at Dillon's has its advantages. You can't win the Lotto if you don't play!

[e4q.livejournal.com]

oh dear, this is not just the coffee, right?

you must only zumba if you are really up to it.

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

This is not caffeine withdrawals, no. Alas. If only!

I really really really don't wanna back out on the Zumba. It'll feel like a personal failure.

[e4q.livejournal.com]

well, you must look after yourself, if you are being a boo boo inside, you must look after your inner boo boo is all i am saying.

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

*nodding* I know. Maybe I'll feel better after I nap!

[ms-danson.livejournal.com]

Take care. *hugs*

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[miischelle.livejournal.com]

MOAR DANCING!!!!

You can do eeet!!!!!

(and it might make you feel better? maybe?)

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

I'm hoping that the Zumba will make me feel better, yes. That's why I'm pushing myself to go. =)

[tessagratton.livejournal.com]

OI! That sounds like a huge pile of shit for a Monday. Ugh. Hope it's ALL uphill from here.

/cliche

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I am holding out hope that things will be a whole lot better after my nap. Only two more hours to nap time!

[saffronhare.livejournal.com]

I hope your nap provides that much-needed reboot!

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

Me. Too!

[nottygypsy.livejournal.com]

But your hair looks fantastic right? (pats)

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

=D

[annamatic.livejournal.com]

Oh, ugh. I hate those kind of dreams. I had one last night that was very disturbing on many levels. I also have an ear infection and sinusitis, and my right ear's been clogged for a week and a half and I am feeling deaf as a post in it, and it's messing my balance up and hurts. :((((

Sympathy for sure.

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

Oh, honey! I'm sorry to hear about the ear thing. Bummer.