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clevermanka ([personal profile] clevermanka) wrote2012-05-05 07:22 am

Offering my love and respect to the end

This is the best MCA eulogy I've read so far, and I've read a lot of them. Guess what CDs are getting played non-stop at 1809 Indiana Street today?

I was not feeling like going to CrossFit last night. [livejournal.com profile] mckitterick was still under the weather, so I was on my own, I was bummed about MCA's death, and (most importantly) I was going to my first real WOD, not one of the Elements classes. It was time to swim with the big kids in the deep end of the pool and I wasn't emotionally prepared. I think it goes without saying that I wasn't physically prepared, right? But look! Here I am, alive and completely uninjured, with even my pride intact. Because I was still the slowest, weakest person there but I was there, and once again people were cool and supportive. Even people I'd never seen before.

Benton Fraser's brother was there again last night. I didn't get a photo, but I did find this on the CrossFit Lawrence Facebook page. So here's a two-for-one video.

1. You get to see the incredible dorks (incredibly fit dorks) Thomas and Kyle, two of the Lawrence CrossFit coaches.

2. At the beginning of the video we have Benton Fraser's younger brother setting up the Rubic's Cube for Thomas.



So. Those are the two coaches I work with. I've barely met the third coach, Andy Armbrister. I love Thomas and Kyle, though.

I have to admit, I'm getting frustrated at the near-total lack of physical improvement I'm seeing. I'm getting better at some movements, but that's mostly proprioception improvement and learning how to better/more efficiently/more correctly do the movements. I haven't lost a pound and the tape measure hasn't budged even half an inch in three weeks. Yes I am vain and I make no bones about that. It's awesome to be healthy and all, but I want to look like a hard-bodied badass, and it's discouraging when I can note zero visual improvement. Except my ass, which is definitely getting rounder (in a good way). But yeah. I'm unhappy with that.

I fear that much of my failure to improve is due to the lack of sleep. I'm sure my cortisol levels are all sorts of fucked up, and I know one doesn't readily build muscle or lose fat when one isn't getting enough sleep. So my next goal is to resolve these sleep problems. Last night I got about seven hours, but felt super tired when I woke at 5:00. I lay in bed for another hour, hoping to fall back asleep, but no dice.

Because I want to close the post on a positive note: This might be the best fanfic piece I've read EVER. Avengers. No spoilers. Made of fucking gold.

You're welcome.

[identity profile] alryssa.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
*has to tilt head sideways to watch it*

I'm not seeing it myself :P More research required.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 12:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, they're not technological geniuses at CrossFit Lawrence.

There were supposedly photos taken of the WOD last night. I wasn't thrilled about that, seeing as I was a nasty sweaty mess in ugly pants (shopping for better workout wear today). But if they get posted to the FB page and if there are any better pics of Coulton, I'll let you know.

[identity profile] alryssa.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Busy snickering to myself at how one of them can solve a Rubik's Cube in a few minutes but can't post a video online in the correct orientation XD

Ugh, I know how you feel... but I'm one of the least photogenic people in existence, so no amount of dressup is gonna help me.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh. Not to contradict you, because we all know our own weaknesses intimately...but I think you look pretty damn adorbs in that pic of you with the mountie hat.

Busy snickering to myself at how one of them can solve a Rubik's Cube in a few minutes but can't post a video online in the correct orientation

PRIORITIES, YO.

[identity profile] redheadfae.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I got the most awesome Champion yoga pants at Tahrjay last year, although they might be too hot for this weather. I think they make them in capris also, which would be very nice.

Yay for your rounded butt! I think you've been doing amazing for such a short time at this.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw. Thanks.

I found some nice capris at Penny's for pretty cheap. Let's see how they work!

[identity profile] pointoforigin.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 02:17 pm (UTC)(link)
TOTALLY brilliant piece of fic, on multiple levels. My morning just got a little brighter. I don't know how people can say fanfic isn't an art form. Thank you!

Back when I was training, I used to say to myself, "You have to have the bad days if you want to have the good days." Because some days you're just not going to feel great, for whatever reason. But I found that if I pushed through on those days, maybe the next time, I'd have a great day. Whether it was really valid or not, this hypothesis kept me going.

On the bright side, you look pretty damn badass already, so there's no downside to this. ; )

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
YAY! So glad you liked the fic.

I had to explain it to [livejournal.com profile] mckitterick.

*sigh*
Edited 2012-05-05 23:01 (UTC)

[identity profile] etcet.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)
It took me a good long while to see results; just keep kicking ass and you'll wake up one day and do a double take. Probably a month from now, given rounding errors. *rimshot*

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
HA HA HA!

Seriously, though, those are good words to remember. Thank you.

[identity profile] etcet.livejournal.com 2012-05-06 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I want to ogle you as much as I suspect you want to ogle me. :-)

[identity profile] shrijani.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope to sort out my sleep problems, but they've been with me since birth, at least. I have always, always been a bad sleeper.

I hope to join you in CrossFit badassery one day.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope to join you in CrossFit badassery one day.

You're a stubborn bitch. I think you'd do great.

[identity profile] shrijani.livejournal.com 2012-05-06 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Ha! Thank you! =D

[identity profile] msmitti.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
kudos for showing up when its hard. That is so freakin' hard to do!

I know lots of stuff figures into physical changes, but I've heard that it takes 4 weeks for you to see a change in yourself and longer for others (since they have less detailed knowledge of your body). You still have a week to go :)

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-05-05 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Interesting! Okay, so I have one more week before I see some changes and then I'm gonna be really pissed off. =D
Edited 2012-05-05 23:03 (UTC)