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clevermanka) wrote2012-07-10 09:23 am
clevermanka) wrote2012-07-10 09:23 am
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Last night I succumbed to emotional eating. Indulging in doughnuts and other grain/sugar poisons is not a possibility for me, so I ate a whole bunch of pistachios, pumpkin seeds, and a few prunes. No surprise I didn't feel better (emotionally), and today I am swollen up like whoa, as you might imagine. It's been...months? Maybe a year? Well, it's been long enough that I don't remember the last time I ate something to make myself feel happier. I vaguely remember writing something about it when it happened. How after doing my first Whole30, I no longer got the positive chemical feedback from binge eating during an emotional crisis. I tried to find when that was, but I searched my LJ tag "food issues" back to January 2011 without finding a reference to it. I decided that was long enough ago to say the last time I did this was a really long time ago. I wonder how long it's going to take this swelling to go down. I wonder how long it'll take to get back to the 30" waist. Stupid, stupid. THINGS WERE GOING SO WELL.
Only four days of the cortisol regulator supplements remain. I can't tell if it's helping. I don't know if I should call Dr. Khosh's office to ask for more or wait for my next appointment. My next appointment really isn't that far away. Friday the 20th. This summer is flying past.
I hate that.
This is a good Tumblr post about how it's stupid to attack people just because you don't see eye to eye on everything. "You don’t have to give up and stop being critical of things that don’t feel right with you. But for fucks sake, we have got to stop hating our allies just because we don’t agree with them 100% of the time."
I saw this on Tumblr yesterday, too, and thought YES.
Can I tell you how tempted I am to cosplay this crossover/mashup? OMG YOU GUYS.
Only four days of the cortisol regulator supplements remain. I can't tell if it's helping. I don't know if I should call Dr. Khosh's office to ask for more or wait for my next appointment. My next appointment really isn't that far away. Friday the 20th. This summer is flying past.
I hate that.
This is a good Tumblr post about how it's stupid to attack people just because you don't see eye to eye on everything. "You don’t have to give up and stop being critical of things that don’t feel right with you. But for fucks sake, we have got to stop hating our allies just because we don’t agree with them 100% of the time."
I saw this on Tumblr yesterday, too, and thought YES.
Can I tell you how tempted I am to cosplay this crossover/mashup? OMG YOU GUYS.