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clevermanka) wrote2013-04-20 09:39 am
clevermanka) wrote2013-04-20 09:39 am
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Picking up
I see Andrew in an hour and a half to talk about lifting heavy things (including myself). I had to cancel last time due to funds, so ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
mckitterick kindly stepped in to help with that aspect. So hurray, we made an appointment for this morning to meet up. Naturally, on Tuesday I started having abdominal pains (weird stomach cramping and out-of-cycle menstrual cramping, along with some spotting). I was hoping they'd be gone by today, but of course they are not. Damned if I'm going to cancel again, though, so here's hoping the pain doesn't make the session a complete loss.
Half the time, I wonder if my body's just fucking with me. To see if I'll back out of doing something just because I'm too exhausted, in pain, etc. *sigh*
The stomach pain is pretty distracting, I'll admit. I decided to fast this morning, just to play it safe. So now I'm hungry and I have a stomachache. Better than the potentially debilitating cramps that might happen if I do eat, though. Ugh. What a ridiculous game.
But anyway. Meeting with Andrew at 11:00. I'm nervous. I'm leaving the house a bit early so I can buy a notebook for keeping track of my progress. How do I have all this paper in the house, and no spiral notebooks?
mckitterick kindly stepped in to help with that aspect. So hurray, we made an appointment for this morning to meet up. Naturally, on Tuesday I started having abdominal pains (weird stomach cramping and out-of-cycle menstrual cramping, along with some spotting). I was hoping they'd be gone by today, but of course they are not. Damned if I'm going to cancel again, though, so here's hoping the pain doesn't make the session a complete loss. Half the time, I wonder if my body's just fucking with me. To see if I'll back out of doing something just because I'm too exhausted, in pain, etc. *sigh*
The stomach pain is pretty distracting, I'll admit. I decided to fast this morning, just to play it safe. So now I'm hungry and I have a stomachache. Better than the potentially debilitating cramps that might happen if I do eat, though. Ugh. What a ridiculous game.
But anyway. Meeting with Andrew at 11:00. I'm nervous. I'm leaving the house a bit early so I can buy a notebook for keeping track of my progress. How do I have all this paper in the house, and no spiral notebooks?