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clevermanka ([personal profile] clevermanka) wrote2014-06-23 08:32 am
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And we sing, "Oh my eye! Oh night!"

Pics from Friday's show! Click on any pic to open it up full size in a new tab.

All thanks to the wonderful Shane Linden, who is such an incredible photographer. Check out his website, P.S. Linden Photography. He's on FB, too.











and my personal favorite of the bunch:



My performance went well, as everyone assured me it would. Thank you all for your incredibly kind thoughts and well-wishes. It helped. I was still near-overwhelmingly nervous before my first number, but my hands weren't shaking too bad and I could fake a smile. When my music started, I took a deep breath, pasted on a fake smile and strode out like I owned the place. Within twenty seconds, I knew I had them. If you've ever performed, you know the feeling. You might not be able to see all eyes on you, but you can feel them and they feel good. Mine was the first dance set where people started clapping to the music (and I didn't even prompt them!). For the second set, mine was the last song and I was getting a little tired, just from general fatigue and hunger and nerves and everything--so I wasn't quite as physically active during that song, but it's a slow and sultry song so I made it work for me. I think people liked the circular veil.

Speaking of veil work, I want to learn how to do a barrel turn. I've never found someone who can translate to me how the mechanics work. They look so amazing. Maybe someday I'll find the right teacher.

So anyway, the show went well, I felt good about myself and my dancing, and I told M that if she needs dancers in October, I'm on board.

[identity profile] chalcedonygrey.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Thanks so much for posting pix!

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

You're welcome!

[identity profile] wasabi-poptart.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 01:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Yay! So glad it went well!

Those pictures are gorgeous. I love the shiny bra! It makes your boobs look like baked potatoes :-)

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks! I have one in brass, too. I look like a fucking Valkyrie in it.

[identity profile] pennswoods.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
WOW! These photos are AMAZING!!! BRILLIANT! GORGEOUS!

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 02:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Yay! Shane really wants me to do a portrait session with him sometime, but ugh, TIME. He's a lawyer with, like 60-hour workweeks and I'm, well, me. If we do ever find the time to do it, though, it'll be fantastic.

[identity profile] mckitterick.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Beautiful! I hadn't noticed before that you're looking at me in a few of those photos :-D

What a great show that was. MORE DANCING PLUS LATENIGHT CALLERS.

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[identity profile] sherwood21.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 03:11 pm (UTC)(link)
You look so fantastic! I'm so glad you rocked it, but not at all surprised. ;)

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 03:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I'm mostly relieved.=)

[identity profile] etcet.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
That first shot, your eyes totally say "I AM WROUGHT FROM THE SPIRIT OF FREDDY GODDAMNED MERCURY, AND YOU'RE FUCKING RIGHT I'M AWESOME." :-)

[identity profile] shanmonster.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Barrel turns bring out the blargh in me, but here's something that may help. Stick the top of your head on one spot on the wall and practice doing your turns so the top of your head remains in that spot. Hopefully this is a useful trick for you.

And you look gorgeous.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 03:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh man, I can't wait to get home to try this just for the laugh factor. Thanks!

And thank you!

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[identity profile] madresal.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow you look awesome!

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

[identity profile] siro-gravity.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow. you are just SO yummy!!!!! really. you look awesome, and the photos are top notch!

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Aw, thank you!

I would be honored to have you photograph me someday.

[identity profile] 1-rhiannon-1.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so glad the show went well! Also, you are absolutely stunning! Seriously, you look amazing!!

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks! I clean up nice. =D

[identity profile] msmitti.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
stunning. absolutely stunning.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 06:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, bb.

[identity profile] renniemom.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for sharing the pics. You look phenomenal! I'm glad it went well from your perspective and that the audience appreciated you, too.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
You're welcome and thank you! I'm so pleased to be happy with my performance, too. WHEW.

[identity profile] kazoogrrl.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Damn straight you look awesome! Also, Sudden urge for metal cup bra.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I love my metal cup bras. The guy who made mine is the same as the guy who made Rachel Brice and Sharon Kihara's ones, ages ago. Talon Armory (https://www.facebook.com/pages/Talon-Armory/119062278129309). He's local, and super nice.

I have this one, which is a actually a 34B cup sewn onto a 32D bra so I had room to embellish around the edges. I also have a brass one that is a 32D (https://www.flickr.com/photos/chernobylred/3953443674/in/set-72157607796191342) and it's gorgeous, but I feel like a fucking Valkyrie in it.

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[identity profile] gansje.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, that is the most beautiful belly-dancing costume I've ever seen. Also, you're never allowed near my husband ever, because he would swoon at your feet. And I would be jealiiiiiisssss! ;)

Seriously, I am so thrilled that you feel good about yourself and about your performance! Huge hug and lots of squee!!

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah ha ha ha ha ha! Thank you! I'm very proud of my costumes. I put a LOT of work into them.

Whee! Hugs and squee right back atcha!

[identity profile] hdsqrl.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Dammit, where's my old SQUEE icon? You look abso-freaking-DELICIOUS, mah sistah. I'm beyond thrilled for you that the show went well!! WOOHOO!! (haha, hey, look, I'm WOOOOOing for you in writing, heh. *woooo*)



*Note: This is funny, because I am not a woooo-er under normal circumstances.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! =D

And yes, I know neither of us are in-person woohooo-ers, so it means a lot coming from you. XOXO

[identity profile] seascribe.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
You look SO FANTASTIC. Omg. Fabulous.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-23 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, bb!

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[identity profile] redheadfae.livejournal.com 2014-06-24 12:04 am (UTC)(link)

Well, helllllo Beautimus Maximus!

I love seeing you in that costume again. Shane can capture dancers like few else, especially as a non-dancer.

The first time barrel turns made sense to me *at all* was at Dalia Carella's workshop. I'll be happy to break it down to you the way she explained it where it made sense to me. It has to do in the way you crunch your torso as you spin around. At least that's how it finally worked for me, but I just still couldn't get the spotting part right, so I gave up on it.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-24 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
Hellllllllllllllo yourself, Ms. Gorgeous! Yeah, Shane is AMAZING.

If you wanna give me some tips on those turns, that'd be super. Although I think I've tried the torso crunch thing (that's what Jen tried to teach me) with no luck.

But we still need to schedule some soak time!

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[identity profile] stuology.livejournal.com 2014-06-24 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
You looked great in your costume!

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-24 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

[identity profile] theoneinblue.livejournal.com 2014-06-24 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
Gorgeous photos! And you get stage fright?! You've never shown it on the stage. Wish I could have seen the performance!

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-24 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
And you get stage fright?! You've never shown it on the stage.

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Yes, shhh! Don't tell anyone. I get terrible stage fright. Luckily, I learned how to deal with it when I was in high school theater. But especially when I have do to choreography or recite lines I get so nervous I sometimes throw up, and my hands and lips shake really bad. Things are much easier when I'm improvising. And for things like Smoker I never got nervous because I'd done it so often it was old hat, and it wasn't really dancing.
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[identity profile] alryssa.livejournal.com 2014-06-25 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
Those are some gorgeous photos of you, bb. <3

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-25 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I'm not saying I don't look good, but Shane really is a fantastic photographer. He knows how to make me look GREAT.

[identity profile] the-themiscyran.livejournal.com 2014-06-26 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
You look awesome!

It's funny. Barrel turns are one of the very few moves I ever learned properly - probably because I was a kid, when being dizzy seems less of a challenge and more fun. :)
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[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2014-06-26 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

I think I need someone to actually hold onto me and physically maneuver my body into the right configuration a couple times. I don't know why I have this block about them, but I do.