clevermanka | Ugly crying before 8am today

I went in to get my blood work this morning and was told the lab couldn't do orders requested by Dr. Khosh anymore because he's a naturopath, not an MD. New insurance policy. Even though my PCP agreed to work with him, even though my nurse practitioner signed off on the orders to the lab.

I honestly don't know how to do this anymore. I'm tired of fighting a seemingly losing battle and being thwarted at Every. Fucking. Turn.

I'm exhausted.

I know everyone means well, but there is nothing anyone can say or do right now.

I feel completely, totally, 100% done.