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clevermanka) wrote2019-06-19 11:38 am
clevermanka) wrote2019-06-19 11:38 am
Wednesday Update
Yesterday I finished the first pass of my re-mix fic!
Blah Feels continue. This morning I woke up at 4am again, anxious about $$$ and the future.
Ozone treatments are going okay. I haven't noticed a huge difference, but this is only the second week since there was an unexpected hiatus last week when the office had to be closed (some sort of family emergency).
I'm in another cycle of diminished appetite. I even gave myself permission to make a batch of almond flour cookies but didn't feel like investing the energy required for the result.
Feeling very meh about everything right now (except my fic which I'm pretty pumped about).
I have company coming to dinner tonight (my faculty BFF from the English department and our former student worker who graduated in May and is leaving for grad school in August). I hope having them here will encourage me to eat something substantial. I'm making baked salmon.
Oh! and tomorrow the former student worker is coming back to hang out with me during the afternoon and we're going to watch the first episode of Guardian.kazoogrrl once mentioned to me that Guardian was like The Ring--you can only escape the curse (or at least mitigate it) by showing it to other people. Nothing like spreading the angst around to make it easier to bear, right?
Blah Feels continue. This morning I woke up at 4am again, anxious about $$$ and the future.
Ozone treatments are going okay. I haven't noticed a huge difference, but this is only the second week since there was an unexpected hiatus last week when the office had to be closed (some sort of family emergency).
I'm in another cycle of diminished appetite. I even gave myself permission to make a batch of almond flour cookies but didn't feel like investing the energy required for the result.
Feeling very meh about everything right now (except my fic which I'm pretty pumped about).
I have company coming to dinner tonight (my faculty BFF from the English department and our former student worker who graduated in May and is leaving for grad school in August). I hope having them here will encourage me to eat something substantial. I'm making baked salmon.
Oh! and tomorrow the former student worker is coming back to hang out with me during the afternoon and we're going to watch the first episode of Guardian.
kazoogrrl once mentioned to me that Guardian was like The Ring--you can only escape the curse (or at least mitigate it) by showing it to other people. Nothing like spreading the angst around to make it easier to bear, right?
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Congrats!
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ETA: And it's all because of youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! Well, and Guardian in general, but youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu specifically!
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(Me, I have not finished even the first draft of my fic for the Con*Strict zine, and the deadline is less than two weeks away...and there's also the deadline for the fic for the FanWorks zine...and the deadline is the same day as the Con*Strict one. Meeep.)
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BUT! This is the first time I'll be able to attend and be able to call myself a fic writer! =D
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