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clevermanka ([personal profile] clevermanka) wrote2021-01-03 09:20 am

Sunday

My eyes are a little better today. Gonna do my best to not stay on the computer all day today to make up for all the time I wasn't able to. Wish me luck. I miss my friends! I miss writing! I miss reading! I miss looking at pretty people!

I want so much to sign up as a volunteer to beta or cheerleader for Sundial Exchange, but between my hand and eye problems I feel like my body isn't reliable enough to commit to something like that. I purposefully didn't adopt any writing goals for this year. In fact I made a conscious decision not to write something for January (good thing, too, turns out). Intentional failure is so much better than missing a goal. I highly encourage intentional failure as a regular practice--it prepares one nicely for age/illness.

Thought I'd try an experiment of wearing my glasses while using my computer to see if that helped, but after just this long my eyes are already feeling weird. I took off my glasses and now the screen looks curved and is making me motion sick so I guess that's enough screen time for a while. Guess it's time to go make something with those miraculously-not-yet-completely-slimy greens.