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clevermanka ([personal profile] clevermanka) wrote2006-03-07 12:55 pm
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Call me Camille

I despise being frail and sickly. I'm used to it, and I can laugh about it usually, but it gets old. I've been plagued with general health problems my entire life. I don't expect things to improve as I age, and I'm usually pretty stoic about it, but it does get tiresome.

Yesterday I forgot my Protonix (the stomach-acid reducer that the doctor recommended for my stomach problems). I spent the whole day with a faintly sour stomach (well, "faintly" for me, that is). I was pain and cramp-free for the week I took my Protonix last week so those two facts lead me to believe the Protonix was helping. I had the doctor call me in a prescription this morning (I was on a two-week trial sample pack). I hope it's not too expensive. Luckily the thyriod med that I will be on the rest of my life is only $2.33 a month with my current co-pay.

Some of you might know I have some of the world's worst sinus problems. My sinuses are enormous, cause me migranes, and are prone to swelling and infection. I've kept serious problems at bay through a rigorous application of nasal irrigation, Xlear, and Olive Leaf Extract capsules when needed. But lately I've had the slight vertigo and headaches that indicate some sinus swelling. Yesterday my body decided to take the leap and did quite a number on my left inner ear. Either fluid or sinus pressure (or both) was causing the little bones in there to do what I can only describe as "squwnching." When I yawned, chewed, swallowed, or tugged/pressed on my ear I could hear things go "squwnch." Thorougly unpleasant.

I was hoping some yoga might clear it up, but after spending a whopping two seconds in headstand, I felt like my face was going to explode. For reference, I can usually stay in headstand for at least 30 to 45 seconds. Um, last night not so much.

On [livejournal.com profile] adammaker's recommendation, I started taking Serapeptase for the sinus problems. Took my first two capsules last night and two again this morning. So far the ear is less squwnchy, but I can still hear it when I tug the ear, and I can definitely feel pressure in there. We'll see if that improves. At least the Serapeptase isn't horribly expensive. $17 something for a bottle of 90 capsules.

Boo to this general bad health of mine. Boo to stress, unhappiness, insomnia, sore throats, stuffy noses, headaches, stomachaches, earaches, heartaches, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. I'm sick and tired of it. Literally.

Ok, in other less whiny news, my Ramones Anthology CD arrived today. Hurray, I'm no longer limited to listening to my MP3 collection in the car. Anyone know if Social Distortion has ever released a compilation set? Yeah, yeah, only poseurs get "best of" albums. Whatever.

[identity profile] rougewench.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I can so totally relate to the passing frustration of living in a body that doesn't get to just enjoy life easily. Some days, no problem. Some other days, you just want to rail at the world for trapping you in a body that cannot keep up with what the mind wants it to do.

May the Serapeptase work for you, chronic sinus problems suck.

I would have hoped that they would have tested you for h-pylori to totally rule it out before putting you on acid reducers (read: long term pharmacuticals).

There is nothing more annoying that necessary drug compliance for proper functioning. Nothing...


D.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm only supposed to be on the acid-reducers for two months while the stomach lining has a chance to heal itself. If I still have problems after that two-month period, they'll start to run actual tests.

I don't understand, either, but there you go.

There is nothing more annoying that necessary drug compliance for proper functioning

To keep myself from getting too resentful, I remind myself to be thankful that at least there exist drugs to make me feel better. At least I have that.

[identity profile] rougewench.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Indeed. You and I would both be in a world of fucked if not for modern pharmaceuticals.


D.

[identity profile] gamera-spinning.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
The Ramones are always a good step towards better living.
As always, you rock.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh. Thanks, hon.

[identity profile] curieuse.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
If you are at all inclined, 818-B is open this evening, with tea, grading and (I cannot lie) American Idol (and Julie trying not to spend money so she's being good at home) on the couch with blankets.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
How does 818-B's schedule look for tomorrow? I have dinner plans for tonight.

[identity profile] curieuse.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Wednesdays are nutso until about 9 unfortunately -- but I'm very glad to hear about your plans and I hope you enjoy 'em. :)

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Rats. Maybe some other time, then. Thank you for the invitation!

[identity profile] curieuse.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Standing. :)

[identity profile] stuology.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I have sinus problems all the time too. This is one of the reasons for the recent taking of Singulair. I've been on it for two weeks, and I'm starting to wake up in the morning, and I can breath through my nose, which used to never be the case. And I'm not waking up with sinus headaches anymore. Now, if it would work all day, I may be amazed at all the things that I could smell (or disgusted with all the things I can now smell).

I hope that the Serapeptase works, but if not, maybe give the Singulair a try. It was $5 for a 30 day supply with my insurance.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Interesting! If this doesn't clear up soon, I'll ask about that.

[identity profile] acommonreader.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I always laugh at the people who name-drop by saying, "Yeah, you know, I love "SOCIAL D."" I have caught myself saying that before, yes, but hearing that kind of reference makes me crack the hell up. I miss them. Jeesh.

I am unsure of any "best of" action on their part, but also only ever owned their self-titled CD. (Audio tape, if we must be honest here.)

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, that's the one I have, too (the first one, self-titled). I was really hoping there was a comp. Oh well.

[identity profile] acommonreader.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
A large number of sites called their "Live at the Roxy" much like a "best of" album, but it is live (as it boldly states), and I usually prefer the studio tracks myself...

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2006-03-07 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't care much for live albums, either. That's my biggest gripe about the Kink's "best of" album. "Lola" is live. Barf.

I've been eyeing this (http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00005V4WI/qid=1141764045/sr=2-1/ref=pd_bbs_b_2_1/104-2269376-3701510?s=music&v=glance&n=5174) Kinks set for a while, though...

[identity profile] thedarkbear.livejournal.com 2006-03-08 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
Ramones Anthology CD? I'm jealous. I was singing Ramones songs all day to get through work.
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[identity profile] starstraf.livejournal.com 2006-03-08 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I hate the long to diagnose things - I think the worst for me was Hidradenitis Suppurativa (http://00webworks.com/~star/Health/physical.shtml) which before I found that for me Hibiclens wash keeps them under control I would have 2-3 days every few months when I was unable to walk or even change position without painkillers. I had symptoms for probally ten years before finding a name and then another 5 to find something that worked for me. So you have my sympathy