Summer Solstice

[clevermanka]

Oh, my most beautiful, powerful day of the year. I love today but it also makes me a little sad. I don't want the days to get any shorter. Yeah, yeah, cycle, wheel, natural order of things, blah blah blah.

Doesn't make me any happier about it.

I'm an uncomfortable mix of melancholy, stressed, tired, and restless. I want to be not working on the solo for Cairo on the Kaw. There's some passive-agressive, manipulative behavior going on (intended or conscious, I'm not sure) and it's really pissing me off.

*sigh*

I need to find another venue/hookup for bellydance gigs that don't involve my former teacher.

Comments

[scary-manilow.livejournal.com]

Oh, I didn't even THINK about the days getting shorter. Blah. Is the year half over already?

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

It's all downhill from here, buddy.

[rougewench.livejournal.com]

It is amazing to me how quickly time passes in my world now.


D.

[shrijani.livejournal.com]

You are the only person I know who meets this day with the exact same mixed feelings I do.

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

Solidarity, sister.

[green-tara76.livejournal.com]

That's slightly depressing. Oh well. That BS (about the dancing) sounds irritating.

[redheadfae.livejournal.com]

P/A M in the CoTK? nahhhhh... you're imagining it. Haw haw.
Don't be surprised if it gets pulled, like my solos did twice.
That's a real pisser.
Maybe we should just form our own lil shows like back in the old days.

and damn light, why does it have to do that cycling thing, anyway?

[clevermanka.livejournal.com]

You know, if it gets pulled at this point, I would be thankful. But she needs the piece to allow time for a costume change.

I'm going to tell her flat out that I'm not dancing in her shows anymore after this year. This situation really takes the cake. I'm not going to air the laundry here, but if you're interested in the dirt, email me. It's really grrrr-worthy because it involves an innocent third party.

[stuology.livejournal.com]

I don't start to get depressed about it until August--for some reason that is when I really notice the light change.

Oh, and then when it is dark when I leave for work and then it is dark on the way to work and dark on the way home. That's depressing, but at least a long way off.

[arian1.livejournal.com]

Stu!

[arian1.livejournal.com]

I need to find another venue/hookup for bellydance gigs that don't involve my former teacher.

I recommend a good dose of West Coast. Then again, I recommend that for lots of things to people :)