clevermanka | Friday Update

This is the last Friday of September and I am not okay with that. I am not ready for winter, or the 2020 U.S. election season. /o\

Spent some time this morning clearing out space under the downstairs bathroom counter for the litterbox that's gotta go there because I agreed to foster my beloved SDCC travel partner Robin's kitty until she finds a permanent home. ughhhhh Only for Robin let me tell you.

First couple's counseling session (on Tuesday) went well. Second appointment is 10/8.

I've made it to the gym every other day for two weeks! Only felt crappy afterward one day, and I'm pretty sure that was because I didn't get enough sleep and shouldn't have gone. So next week I start going every day (unless it's a day I didn't get at least six hours of sleep). Huzzah for my teeny little baby steps of intentional movement.

Listened to this song pretty much on loop yesterday while writing most of ANGST WEEK.

Hey, hold on to me
Don't say it's the end of me
I'm right here, I'm ready
I need this love.

The whole album (Eclipse, by Twin Shadow) has been most of my soundtrack for Ghost Story. Thanks so much to

no_detective for alerting me to his music. I told

kazoogrrl that getting through ANGST WEEK (although it only wound up being about three days of story time) was the writing equivalent of watching something through one's fingers. Even I was upset with ZYL for his questionable life choices! And I wrote them! Still chugging along at ~1k/day. I could have this fic written (although not quite ready to post) by mid-November. Which would be gr8 because I'm so incredibly ready to start writing something from Shen Wei's POV again.

I have no idea what's actually supposed to be happening in this fanvid (could be seen as Weilan AU or Zhubai RPF) but I choose to see it as them being serial killers in love and I kind of love it.