It's my favorite Stephen King novel, but I don't want it to be my life

[clevermanka]

Woke at 1:20 this morning. Read for a while and then tried to sleep again around 4:30. I dozed in fits of about twenty minutes at a time until I gave even that up at 6:30. What with the near-fasting state and the lack of sleep (I've had only one night of six consecutive hours of sleep in a week) I'm starting to feel kind of loopy.

A while ago I made a decision to stop blaming my body for things and not to think of it as my enemy. That's getting a bit more difficult with every passing wakeful night.

Maybe I do need to consider having a sleep study done. I'm seeing my PCP in early December for a whole bunch of stuff (including talking to her about how to work around the business with getting labs done). I'm adding this to the list.

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[write-out.livejournal.com]

I think it's time I find one here then, especially since my awesome PCP just left the practice and his replacement- whom, to be fair, I haven't yet met- sort of makes me nervous just reading his profile.

I hope you're able to eat your roast chicken and potatoes today.