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clevermanka) wrote2019-05-10 09:29 am
clevermanka) wrote2019-05-10 09:29 am
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Friday Update
I am to the point of writing salty messages at work. Not salty at people, just about the situation. I also ceased my friendly salutations with persons in certain offices that I've worked with for ten years who haven't even whispered condolences to me about my job loss. I just don't care anymore. There's no fucking way I'd apply for a job at this university now so they can all suck my left tit. I would say I have progressed to the anger stage of grief, but let's face it, I've been angry my whole damn life. I just don't mask it here now. Not for these assholes.
This rant brought to you by "I just got a sympathetic email from someone I worked with once on a pilot project five years ago who I wouldn't have even thought remembered my name but the assholes I've worked with on a daily basis for a decade haven't said boo despite numerous other work-related emails."
Update 14:53CST The person at the office I was feeling particularly bruised about just came over in person to talk with me. She said she'd been trying for weeks to figure out how to write an email about the situation and then today she decided to just come over in person. We had a really good conversation. I admitted that I was feeling betrayed and hurt and she apologized. What a relief. That's one irritant I can take out of the mix at least. Oh, it's so nice to be pleasantly surprised.
My obsession with Certain Young Chinese Actors has reached the point where I gotta be okay with it because I don't think these pants feels are going anywhere for a while. I was hoping it was a quick little spike in my continuing love of them in the show, but no. Now I'm scrolling through Tumblr blogs for photoshoots of them and I just....fuuuuuuck. Guess this is what happens when I find a fandom obsession the same time my libido comes back online. Doesn't help that someone in an AO3 comment (on this lovely piece of fanart) informed me that they both smoke? Which is...an embarrassingly big turn-on for me? Ugh. It came on so fast! I am already at 2015-Hiddleston-levels of infatuation. Let's hope it doesn't crash and burn like that one did.
This fucking show. I'm actually considering writing fic for it? As in, I started taking notes and writing ideas? I mean I guess I'll have time on my hands for it. No promises, but the idea is definitely there (a remix ofnaye 's A constellation of two from Shen Wei's POV I mean GO BIG OR GO HOME right?).
I wasn't even going to watch this stupid show but here we are I guess. *shoots looks of angry love and appreciation atmekare *
This rant brought to you by "I just got a sympathetic email from someone I worked with once on a pilot project five years ago who I wouldn't have even thought remembered my name but the assholes I've worked with on a daily basis for a decade haven't said boo despite numerous other work-related emails."
Update 14:53CST The person at the office I was feeling particularly bruised about just came over in person to talk with me. She said she'd been trying for weeks to figure out how to write an email about the situation and then today she decided to just come over in person. We had a really good conversation. I admitted that I was feeling betrayed and hurt and she apologized. What a relief. That's one irritant I can take out of the mix at least. Oh, it's so nice to be pleasantly surprised.
My obsession with Certain Young Chinese Actors has reached the point where I gotta be okay with it because I don't think these pants feels are going anywhere for a while. I was hoping it was a quick little spike in my continuing love of them in the show, but no. Now I'm scrolling through Tumblr blogs for photoshoots of them and I just....fuuuuuuck. Guess this is what happens when I find a fandom obsession the same time my libido comes back online. Doesn't help that someone in an AO3 comment (on this lovely piece of fanart) informed me that they both smoke? Which is...an embarrassingly big turn-on for me? Ugh. It came on so fast! I am already at 2015-Hiddleston-levels of infatuation. Let's hope it doesn't crash and burn like that one did.
This fucking show. I'm actually considering writing fic for it? As in, I started taking notes and writing ideas? I mean I guess I'll have time on my hands for it. No promises, but the idea is definitely there (a remix of
naye 's A constellation of two from Shen Wei's POV I mean GO BIG OR GO HOME right?). I wasn't even going to watch this stupid show but here we are I guess. *shoots looks of angry love and appreciation at
mekare *
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