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clevermanka ([personal profile] clevermanka) wrote2012-09-13 01:10 pm

My legs are fine. After all, they are mine.

Locals: The Amphitheater Previously Known As Sandstone has another Saturday concert, but at least it's not an all-day music fest. The show starts at 7pm, so Smoker will be well over by the time it starts. Good thing. The bands? Motley Crue, AC/DC, and Poison. I'm pretty sure this means that P Gate will be closed (again), so plan accordingly if you need to be on site Saturday.

I went to CrossFit this morning and felt pretty okay for most of it. The warm-up was kinda fun--a wheelbarrow with partner across the gym, switch positions to return, then five burpees, repeat for a total of three times. I was mostly okay with the wheelbarrow once my partner was instructed to hold my legs closer to the knee than the ankles because I don't have enough strength to keep my back from sagging (ouchie on the low back, there). She let go sooner than I expected on one round, though, and I fell hard enough to take the skin off my right knee. For skills, we did push presses (which I rock at, technique-wise, even if I can't actually lift very much weight) and deadlifts. And, okay, deadlifts are not my best thing, but they're better than overhead squats where I fall back onto my ass with some regularity. So I was feeling pretty good about those, and the WOD wasn't too terrible because it did not involve running. Five rounds for time:
5 Hand Stand Push Ups (I did this nifty prep for HSPUs)
10 Pull-ups
15 Knee-to-Elbows (I worked on just getting my hips to 90 degrees)
20 Kettlebell Swings
25 Squats

I finished in 25:01, which was pretty slow, but I was taking breathers to avoid a coughing fit (yeah, I'm still coughing) and just taking it easy in general because, you know, MY BODY. I felt tired, not wiped out--which was good. But my ears felt like they were stopped up and they were ringing like crazy. That was new. And not cool.

Luckily, I had acupuncture this morning, so I told Kiva about it because (an hour and a half later) they didn't feel much better. After hearing about my respiratory infection and hives and a super miserable three-day weekend at KCRF and that I still went to CrossFit twice this week, she looked at me like this:



Apparently ringing and pressure in the ears is a sign that your kidneys are stressed like whoa, which means there is a good chance (in my case, it's about a 99.999% chance) that the adrenals are pretty much shot to fuck. So she did a lot of work on my kidney and spleen lines in hopes of getting some relief to my adrenal glands before they completely give up on me. Again. She also told me that for the next week, the most I should be exerting myself is walks and yoga. No lifting. No heavy exertion. Nothing that winds me, makes me break a sweat, or causes muscle fatigue.



Obviously I'm not going to be able to adhere to that for Saturday's Smoker, but I'm looking at a return date to CrossFit delayed until September 24.



Yesterday afternoon, I had a good and helpful email exchange with a friend who has similar thyroid and adrenal problems. I asked her the same question about finding an internal motivator for not hating my body and she had some great advice. I want to make a whole post about it, though, so it's going to have to wait for tomorrow.

In the meantime:

[identity profile] pennswoods.livejournal.com 2012-09-13 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm looking forward to reading your post on not hating your body even when it throws these things at you.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-09-13 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope it doesn't disappoint!

[identity profile] anomali.livejournal.com 2012-09-13 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
When I was growing up, every September, I would get bronchitis and, a few days later, the eustachian tube dysfunction would hit. This may be your issue as well.

http://www.patient.co.uk/health/Eustachian-Tube-Dysfunction.htm


Oddly, although I haven't gotten my September bronchitis since my three years of giving myself those allergy immunotherapy injections, yesterday I woke up with the ETD just before the flare hit. I may have to check out my kidneys.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-09-13 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe? It just seems really unlikely that it would've waited a week after I wrapped up the antibiotics, hit immediately after my workout, and then diminished after Kiva treated my kidney line.

[identity profile] anomali.livejournal.com 2012-09-13 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Ahh, so it got better after the treatment? Well, I can't see how that would help with ETD.

For me, ETD has frequently been triggered by bending over during or after a cold or similar nastiness, but I would think you would have felt it (like whoah!) during your first hand stand push up if that were the case for you.

I am only somewhat familiar with your health issues, since I have only read your posts since last year. Are they worse now than ever (beyond a flare) or do your problems seem to wax and wane? You've mentioned Hashimoto's, cortisol, and food/digestive problems, but, otherwise, I don't really have a complete picture. Do you know of a post where you may have discussed this?

Anyway, no worries if you don't, I was mostly wondering if you've been tested for/diagnosed with adrenal insufficiency (ACTH Stim Test)or had those BUN, creatinine, and/or creatinine clearance tests for your kidney function? (A good friend and former co-worker of mine has Cushing's and my beloved kitty, The Choop, died from Addison's, so this happens to be one of those medical areas in which I've done some reading and which raises my concern level:( )

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 01:18 pm (UTC)(link)
My problems wax and wane, but they've been on an up and down path with a trend toward the waxing since last November. I don't think I've ever written down everything in one blog post, though.

I have been tested for cortisol levels, and I know they are out of whack. They are lowest in the morning, dip in the early afternoon, and start to rise again in the late afternoon instead of peaking in the morning and tapering off during the day. My adrenals are worn out from nearly a decade of dealing with an undiagnosed autoimmune disease (and general poor health). I haven't had the ACTH Stim Test, and right now I don't see that happening since I'm undergoing treatment for excess estrogen and I believe estrogen therapy can skew the results.

It's definitely something to pursue, though, should the estrogen and cortisol regulators not offer any improvement after six months of treatment. Thank you for the recommendation!

[identity profile] redheadfae.livejournal.com 2012-09-13 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Apparently ringing and pressure in the ears is a sign that your kidneys are stressed like whoa

Oh is it now? Well.
That explains a lot.

I've been looking at doing a liver/kidney cleanse and adding some supportive herbs or food because a stressed liver also whaps the hell out of the adrenals. Pretty sure my liver is stressed. ;)

Yeh, I was going to discuss all the Crossfit with you, and ask how you can do it. I was told by Brad at King Pharmacy that while I'm trying to restore my adrenal function to only do *gentle* exercise. Pfft.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-09-13 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I used something called TetraCleanse that I got at the Merc after my first visit with Casey, the lymph drainage gal. It was very gentle and I didn't have any "cleansing problems" from it.

I was going to discuss all the Crossfit with you, and ask how you can do it.

I can do it because honestly, I like it. Unfortunately, though, I need to seriously evaluate whether can always equals should.

[identity profile] redheadfae.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Another of those damn life choices.

Oh, and thanks for the rec on the TetraCleanse.
Edited 2012-09-14 15:29 (UTC)

[identity profile] shanmonster.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
When my ears start to ring and hearing fades, with a full ear feeling, it's often in conjunction with my vision starting to fade, and it means that holy hell, but I just worked hard and am starting to brown out. I stabilize myself, breathe lots of oxygen, focusing on the exhale, and then it all normalizes. Just another day in the life of me with my low-end blood pressure.....

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 01:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Hm. I have low blood pressure, too (usually ninety-something over sixty-something). I'll keep that in mind for future WODs!

[identity profile] redheadfae.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Ditto on the LBP here as well.
It's also a symptom of adrenal fatigue.

[identity profile] hdsqrl.livejournal.com 2012-09-13 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
The "No" cat has absolutely made my day. I'm sorry about the continued body-wtf-ness, though, for sure. :(

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-09-13 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Heee! Thanks. Feel free to yoink and use.
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[identity profile] theslice.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
The bands playing are *tribute* bands to the ones listed, not the genuine articles.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 01:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooooooh. Oh, god, that's going to be awful. So glad we'll be gone by then.

[identity profile] jimmy-hollaman.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
Actually the band at Sandstone will be tribute bands to those groups. lol, so if you can't get the real ones take and get a tour going of a bunch of tribute bands

[identity profile] jimmy-hollaman.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
just saw some one else pointed that out

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 01:21 pm (UTC)(link)
It sounds horrible. And I imagine it will sound horrible.

[identity profile] jimmy-hollaman.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I understand the thought of tribute bands, but not a tribute to yalapaloza. It scares me that they think they will need a big venue, then again it scares me they might need a big venue. woof

[identity profile] shrijani.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
I am still not kissing your ass when I say that I ++ADMIRE your commitment to CrossFit. I haven't skinned my knee sober since forever.

I really hate running, but I have been known to run to the Pirate's Pub if it starts to rain.

[identity profile] shrijani.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
Just to be perfectly clear, I haven't skinned my knee drunk since the Winter of My Discontent, which I would specify using a number if it weren't so recent.

[identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com 2012-09-14 01:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I ++ADMIRE your commitment to CrossFit

Thank you! I've always lived by the idea of giving something your all or don't give it at all. Which is why taking it easy during a WOD is so unsatisfying.

I have banged up my knees in CrossFit more in the past six months than I have since I stopped doing my Turkish Drop (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2sA1ujjtOv4) at regular bellydance performances. My knees are always scraped or bruised from something. One time I hit my left knee with the barbell when I was coming down from a deadlift (my 135 pounds personal record lift). That sucked.

And yes, running is the worst. God, I hate to run.
Edited 2012-09-14 13:32 (UTC)