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Three years
Jan. 28th, 2014 08:57 amToday is not a good day for me, friends. January 28, 2011 I euthanized my beloved baby kitty girl, Fetish.
I have no appetite, despite going to bed hungry last night (didn't eat enough for dinner, but didn't want to eat past 9pm). The idea of food is revolting to me but my body is so hungry I'm sick to my stomach. I'm even suffering that hunger -->nausea --> vagus nerve trigger that makes me sneeze constantly (does this happen to anyone else here? it's not uncommon). I'm getting ready to force down some breakfast but UGH. These are the only circumstances I'm ever tempted to ditch Paleo style eating because a bowl of grits and butter would go down a lot easier than this beef and cabbage soup I have sitting in front of me.
I dreamed about her last night. And now I am sad.
So that's where I am today.
I have no appetite, despite going to bed hungry last night (didn't eat enough for dinner, but didn't want to eat past 9pm). The idea of food is revolting to me but my body is so hungry I'm sick to my stomach. I'm even suffering that hunger -->nausea --> vagus nerve trigger that makes me sneeze constantly (does this happen to anyone else here? it's not uncommon). I'm getting ready to force down some breakfast but UGH. These are the only circumstances I'm ever tempted to ditch Paleo style eating because a bowl of grits and butter would go down a lot easier than this beef and cabbage soup I have sitting in front of me.
I dreamed about her last night. And now I am sad.
So that's where I am today.