Fuck off, 2019

You were terrible, and you continued to be terrible right up until the bitter end.

Friends, I haven't had a head cold/viral illness for over a year, but I am definitely down for the count now. I will not be going out tonight for New Year's Eve. Just typing that made me almost start to cry and there's no way I can let that happen since I've already got a sinus migraine brewing. God damn it. Just...why? I bought a new dress and everything. My fuckin' life, y'all. Ha! Ha ha!

At least I've got Guardian, right? The show and fandom were my one bright and shining light for the year. So let's focus on that.

Twitter:
Animated GIF of what should have happened in the lab during episode 19.
This RPF-esque (one of those the names and faces are the same) very short, very dark Tweetfic GOOD LORDT
My feed this morning was covered in Zhu Yilong's NYE performance. There's too many to link, so maybe just check out my latest likes. I think I'm the only person here who loves his Coat of Many Holes. I would wear that in a heartbeat, for real.

Not Guardian:
naye put this in front of my eyeballs and I'm bringing the rest of y'all down with me.
A minute dissection of the interactions between Wei Wuxian, Lan Wanji, and Jiang Cheng on That Fucking Cliff.
Oscar Isaac continues to be So Fuckin' Done.

*looks up at 2020 from the bottom of the pit where I'm lying*

Ugh.