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Day two of isolation
Mar. 16th, 2020 08:36 amGuardian/adjacent:
Fanart: Lollipop kisses. Holding-face kisses.
The ZhuBai manips continue to be my favorite thing about Zhu Yilong's ELLE shoot. There's also this video from ELLE Men that I'm going to be thinking about A LOT during my isolation period.
Shen Wei looking all sorts of badass.
Zhu Yilong looking all sorts of adorable. (bonus gif of zebra hand)
I'm isolating myself with Qik's cut of this scene for the next three weeks.
One of the things I like about Zhubai in contrast to Weilan is how predatory Zhu Yilong is often portrayed and I am here for that.
Uh, so this pose of Bai Yu is making me feel even more things than it usually would and when I post the March chapter of Ghost Story y'all will know why. MMMHMMMM.
Untamed/adjacent:
You're coming to Gusu, buddy.
This JC and WWX cosplay is amazeballs.
I've been using Notepad to write comments as I read, but this floating box looks interesting! I wonder if I have the courage to try it...
I mentioned on Twitter that my herbalism program has been indefinitely postponed. Since we're beholden to the growing season, if the start is too delayed, the program will be canceled for 2020. I know there are thousands of people all over
world who've waited years for things that are getting axed, but... I approached the instructor about this program in 2018, got accepted in 2019, right around the time I lost my job. Excitement over this program was second only to Guardian in keeping me from constant passive suicidal ideation* for almost a year.
* I'm not going to off myself, no worries. It's just really nice to not think "Gosh wouldn't it be great if I didn't wake up tomorrow?" more than half the time.
The program is also the only thing that's been keeping us in Kansas. I've been telling myself I can get out of here next November when this program's over. Move to a state where I might be able to afford health insurance and/or get access to legal weed. I'd likely qualify for a card, too, so I have A Lot of options for other places to live. And now that... might not happen? Which doesn't put the next three weeks of my life in question so much as, like, my entire foreseeable future. Ha! ha ha ha!
I also canceled my Friday cooking lesson with my friend MH's mom. They don't know if/when they'll be able to return to Beijing. If they do go back, they have to quarantine themselves at their own expense and they can't afford that. But staying here means MH can't return to her classes (she teaches at a university there).
Can't say I'm a fan of *gestures vaguely* most of this.
Fanart: Lollipop kisses. Holding-face kisses.
The ZhuBai manips continue to be my favorite thing about Zhu Yilong's ELLE shoot. There's also this video from ELLE Men that I'm going to be thinking about A LOT during my isolation period.
Shen Wei looking all sorts of badass.
Zhu Yilong looking all sorts of adorable. (bonus gif of zebra hand)
I'm isolating myself with Qik's cut of this scene for the next three weeks.
One of the things I like about Zhubai in contrast to Weilan is how predatory Zhu Yilong is often portrayed and I am here for that.
Uh, so this pose of Bai Yu is making me feel even more things than it usually would and when I post the March chapter of Ghost Story y'all will know why. MMMHMMMM.
Untamed/adjacent:
You're coming to Gusu, buddy.
This JC and WWX cosplay is amazeballs.
I've been using Notepad to write comments as I read, but this floating box looks interesting! I wonder if I have the courage to try it...
I mentioned on Twitter that my herbalism program has been indefinitely postponed. Since we're beholden to the growing season, if the start is too delayed, the program will be canceled for 2020. I know there are thousands of people all over
world who've waited years for things that are getting axed, but... I approached the instructor about this program in 2018, got accepted in 2019, right around the time I lost my job. Excitement over this program was second only to Guardian in keeping me from constant passive suicidal ideation* for almost a year.
* I'm not going to off myself, no worries. It's just really nice to not think "Gosh wouldn't it be great if I didn't wake up tomorrow?" more than half the time.
The program is also the only thing that's been keeping us in Kansas. I've been telling myself I can get out of here next November when this program's over. Move to a state where I might be able to afford health insurance and/or get access to legal weed. I'd likely qualify for a card, too, so I have A Lot of options for other places to live. And now that... might not happen? Which doesn't put the next three weeks of my life in question so much as, like, my entire foreseeable future. Ha! ha ha ha!
I also canceled my Friday cooking lesson with my friend MH's mom. They don't know if/when they'll be able to return to Beijing. If they do go back, they have to quarantine themselves at their own expense and they can't afford that. But staying here means MH can't return to her classes (she teaches at a university there).
Can't say I'm a fan of *gestures vaguely* most of this.