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Undercut. Help.
Zhu Yilong selfcest.
Zhu Yilong's song from To Dear Myself is so Weilan it's physically painful.
Fanart: Happy Zhao Yunlan. Heavy petting. Battle Prof. Vacation! High school AU. Size difference.
Finished second revisions on Deconstruction and sent it to second beta because I'm feeling...idk, vulnerable about this one? Nervous? I want any story I post to be the best story it can be, but this one has a larger emotional investment, and not just because it's the longest thing I've written. While Ghost Story was largely an indulgence of letting me live in my beloved old house again and experience the wild ride of young love/lust and mid-twenties friendships, Deconstruction is a dive into such lighthearted topics as chronic illness, isolation, guilt and remorse, and adjusting to a life one didn't choose. As Beta One noted: It feels very much like this fic was a catharsis for you as you were writing it and that sense of tension and release just pours out of every word. Uh, accurate! It was very reassuring to know the emotions are there in force, and I want to make sure the rest of it is adequate to the feels so yeah,I'm subjecting two incredibly generous and patient betas with this monster and delaying publication by a bit because I have performance anxiety. 🙄 Bless fandom friends.
Speaking of publishing, Would y'all be so kind as to weigh in on a publishing schedule? There are 32 chapters, each chapter between 3k and 5k words. Does twice a week posting sound good? Maybe like Sundays and Thursdays? Is that too frequent? Not frequent enough? Serial readers, please weigh in? I let my paid account lapse so I can't make a poll, sorry!
Undercut. Help.
Zhu Yilong selfcest.
Zhu Yilong's song from To Dear Myself is so Weilan it's physically painful.
Fanart: Happy Zhao Yunlan. Heavy petting. Battle Prof. Vacation! High school AU. Size difference.
Finished second revisions on Deconstruction and sent it to second beta because I'm feeling...idk, vulnerable about this one? Nervous? I want any story I post to be the best story it can be, but this one has a larger emotional investment, and not just because it's the longest thing I've written. While Ghost Story was largely an indulgence of letting me live in my beloved old house again and experience the wild ride of young love/lust and mid-twenties friendships, Deconstruction is a dive into such lighthearted topics as chronic illness, isolation, guilt and remorse, and adjusting to a life one didn't choose. As Beta One noted: It feels very much like this fic was a catharsis for you as you were writing it and that sense of tension and release just pours out of every word. Uh, accurate! It was very reassuring to know the emotions are there in force, and I want to make sure the rest of it is adequate to the feels so yeah,I'm subjecting two incredibly generous and patient betas with this monster and delaying publication by a bit because I have performance anxiety. 🙄 Bless fandom friends.
Speaking of publishing, Would y'all be so kind as to weigh in on a publishing schedule? There are 32 chapters, each chapter between 3k and 5k words. Does twice a week posting sound good? Maybe like Sundays and Thursdays? Is that too frequent? Not frequent enough? Serial readers, please weigh in? I let my paid account lapse so I can't make a poll, sorry!