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This (SFW) Luo Fei fanart did things to me.
Another article about how the cosplayers were a distraction (and are still) from the actually dangerous insurrectionists.
I've stopped my donations to AO3, too, but it seems so paltry. What can be done when complaints go unanswered and nobody with the knowledge and ability to enact change even wants to run for the board? It's gotten so I hate uploading my fic there, but... ugh, idk idk idk.
I found someone local to take the freebie dance stuff. She might also know some takers for the things I want to sell, so that's promising. I was trying to find photos of some of the to-sell stuff and y'all. I found some videos of me dancing that I didn't know I had. Problem is both of them, the person filming held the camera in portrait orientation (for most of them--one of them he switched the way he was holding it during the performance *sigh*). If I loaded these up to Dropbox, is there anyone with video editing abilities who could fix them so they're viewable on YouTube without craning your head sideways? I'm not even gonna bother asking for editing suggestions because that's just not gonna happen. Haven't had enough brain for new things going on a couple weeks, now. I don't even have the mental capacity to follow the plot of new shows.
It was wonderful but heartbreaking to watch the videos (even turned sideways) on a day when fatigue was so bad. Turns out I can do either a couple hours in my art studio or my PT, not both. Doing both put me pretty much immobile on the couch for seven hours until I could go to bed without dooming myself to being wide awake at 2am. This morning I managed to sleep until my usual 4:30-ish (hurray for six consecutive hours!) and then again from a bit after 7 to 8:30 but my body is still super heavy and my brain feels like it's taking up too much space in my skull.
Kinda starting to have concerns about my ability to work when this is over? I tell myself that once I don't have the constant psychological pressure of, you know, *waves hand at everything* I'll have more in me. Can't lie, though, I'm a little worried.
Another article about how the cosplayers were a distraction (and are still) from the actually dangerous insurrectionists.
I've stopped my donations to AO3, too, but it seems so paltry. What can be done when complaints go unanswered and nobody with the knowledge and ability to enact change even wants to run for the board? It's gotten so I hate uploading my fic there, but... ugh, idk idk idk.
I found someone local to take the freebie dance stuff. She might also know some takers for the things I want to sell, so that's promising. I was trying to find photos of some of the to-sell stuff and y'all. I found some videos of me dancing that I didn't know I had. Problem is both of them, the person filming held the camera in portrait orientation (for most of them--one of them he switched the way he was holding it during the performance *sigh*). If I loaded these up to Dropbox, is there anyone with video editing abilities who could fix them so they're viewable on YouTube without craning your head sideways? I'm not even gonna bother asking for editing suggestions because that's just not gonna happen. Haven't had enough brain for new things going on a couple weeks, now. I don't even have the mental capacity to follow the plot of new shows.
It was wonderful but heartbreaking to watch the videos (even turned sideways) on a day when fatigue was so bad. Turns out I can do either a couple hours in my art studio or my PT, not both. Doing both put me pretty much immobile on the couch for seven hours until I could go to bed without dooming myself to being wide awake at 2am. This morning I managed to sleep until my usual 4:30-ish (hurray for six consecutive hours!) and then again from a bit after 7 to 8:30 but my body is still super heavy and my brain feels like it's taking up too much space in my skull.
Kinda starting to have concerns about my ability to work when this is over? I tell myself that once I don't have the constant psychological pressure of, you know, *waves hand at everything* I'll have more in me. Can't lie, though, I'm a little worried.