Dec. 31st, 2022

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I managed to answer one of the December meme prompts from everybody who asked one before the end of the year. That feels pretty good! A few people left multiple prompts and I plan to return to those on a sporadic basis next month.

I've already begun a lot of the habits I want to carry with me into the new year. I'm interacting more regularly with tarot, I've established connections with a group of people to discuss spiritual exploration, and I'm pushing myself physically just a teensy bit every day while also re-incorporating mandatory daily naps. On the more internally-based side of things I'm working on feeling comfortable doing things I enjoy for money. I've started reading cards and writing ritual for cash--things that would have been anathema to me five years ago--and I'm working up to feeling okay about the possibility of writing as part of my income.

Unsurprisingly, the emotional changes are more difficult because emotional growth is the worst. I don't want to be a person who sits stagnant and secure in old habits and ways of thinking, though, so I plod onward. Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow creep in their petty pace but that's a speed I can handle. Rushing into things hasn't served me well in the past anyway.

I'm very linear-time-oriented so the coming new year starting on a Sunday sits well with me (I am not a Monday as the first day of the week person). I don't want to say I'm looking forward to the coming year (because I'm also a very superstitious person) but I am looking forward to the positive possibilities that might come my way in 2023.

Hope springs eternal, etc. etc.

Sending you all good vibes only. Cheers 🥂 and may you at least kiss someone at midnight in your dreams 😚

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