Got it

I've been approved for disability.

Have progressed from disbelief to shaking/crying to numb in record time and expect to alternate between those states for the rest of the day.

I don't know how much I'll be awarded or when to expect the first payment, but that's okay. Just knowing I've been approved for some amount is such an incredible relief.

Thank you to everyone who supported me (emotionally, financially, whateverly) through this excruciating process.