Apparently I haven't hit the nadir yet

Fuck. The numbness in my foot and leg that has been absent since before New Year's is back. I felt worse after Tuesday's treatment with Dr. Jones, and today I feel worse than that. And I don't think this is a psychosomatic reaction to the three hundred and forty fucking dollar bill I got for my two visits to his office last month. But that's certainly not helping my attitude about it, I tell you what.

So I'm back to being unable to sit for more than fifteen minutes at a time, which is going to make Friday's drive to KC and the drumming performance a really fun time.

Today's weather is a pisser, too.

Christ.

I just want to go home and drink.