This is not a great week

And people wonder why I won't spend a fucking dime at Hobby Lobby. No, not even to make subversive art. Not even if there's something there I really really want. No.


I wouldn't wear the tee shirt, but I kind of love this tee shirt design. Talk about subversive.

Sunday's migraine is still affecting me. I'm exhausted, my belly is swollen this morning before eating (!), and I'm having problems focusing at close distances. Bright light is a little painful. UGH.

I am not going to make it to the gym this week. I'm pondering if I should cancel Sunday's session with Andrew, but will postpone that decision until Friday.

I WOULD VERY MUCH LIKE TO STOP BEING SO DAMN FRAIL, PLEASE.

I would also very much like to stop having fucked up food cravings. I'm talking things like pizza, burgers with buns, chicken tikka masala, pie, doughnuts...etc. I'm craving them to the point that I would rather not eat because the food available to me simply does not appeal in the slightest.



Update: I made myself eat lunch at 2:15 and now I'm feeling really grossed out by it. Nauseated and unhappy. BLAH.