Apr. 18th, 2021

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Fanart: LGK and Kunlun. BB!SW and ZYL.Chibi Ye Zun and Zhao Yunlan and I wish I could read Korean. Weilan, together always and in all seasons.

Zhu Yilong travels with his electric keyboard and guitar??? *squish* Stills from his birthday livestream. This needs to be a new meme format.

A tabletop RPG based on The Untamed.

Ah, Midwest living at its finest.

Todays Oglaf (NSFW) is DELIGHTFUL.

Someone with the username soecrates left me kudos. πŸ˜‚

I wrote 1,200 words yesterday on Recostruction/the Deconstruction sequel! It felt amazing. Still having a hard time attaching to ZYL's voice but it'll come, I'm sure. I suppose he's still finding his feet back in Dragon City and (as I mentioned to someone in an email) he's a bit numb at the moment and in no small amount of denial about some things so it's probably not completely inappropriate that his voice is a bit distant at the mo'.

Speaking of finding ones feet/coming to terms with stuff, I've been working through a lot of Feelings About Things lately. Some of them are obviously a result of working through the Pretty Darn Rough couple of years I've had (in addition to the global pandemic and massive social unrest we're all grappling with) . Some of them are a result of my looking a little harder at myself and past relationships. Some, most recently, are from wise words received from people smarter about me in certain topics. It's making me think about how I'd like to see the next few years of my life play out and how I might be able to thrive despite so many setbacks. I don't even know what's actually possible for me to do, from a purely physical standpoint. It's impossible for me to tell right now if I'll be able to stay gainfully employed for any amount of time without debilitating myself (further). But I'm starting to ponder some paths I never would have considered even six months ago, and feeling a little hope on top of it all.

And now, a snippet of yesterday's words, from Reconstruction/the Deconstruction sequel, now titled(πŸŽ‰πŸΎπŸ˜Š)! The Price of Redemption:
He turned to meet Shen Wei’s soft gaze, close enough he could see the faint lines of stress and unhappiness the last nine months had put on Shen Wei’s forehead. Zhao Yunlan realized he could probably get rid of those if he put his mind to it. Surely there was something in his understanding of how healing worked to reverse-engineer the aging process. He shuddered, suddenly sick at the idea of Shen Wei’s hair going white. The dumplings they’d enjoyed at lunch rolled uncomfortably in his gut. The lines between Shen Wei’s forehead deepened.

“Yunlan? What’s wrong?”

Zhao Yunlan shook his head and glanced up and down the still empty street.

“Kiss me now,” he said, disengaging his arm from behind the bench to cup Shen Wei’s cheek. “Be here with me now.”

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